See? It was one more year ‘til you turned an adult, ‘til you were free. But you had to go too soon. No one really understands the PAIN losing someone so close to you feels until they have experienced it themselves. I really really really x10000000.. miss you. I wish you could just come back and be with us. I hope your birthday is finally everything you wanted. I hope you’re having a lovely one up in heaven while you watch over us. You deserve to be happy and i know you are with God. It may be hard not to have you here but i know you’re doing good up there. Just continue to watch over us and know that we miss and love you so much. You’re always in our thoughts and prayers and you’ll never be forgotten. 

Gosh, though i love reminiscing about the old times, it hurts me so much knowing that we can never relive it. I remember when all of us siblings would go over to Grandma’s house and we’d just get into all kinds of trouble. Those were the best days. When we would watch Komodo and Ronald McDonald and Raggedy Ann and all those old videos. I’ll always keeps these memories close to my heart. They’re all that i have left of you.

It really sucks that you’re not here and there’s no way i can ever get you back. It’ll be my time soon, and then we’ll be able to be together again. I really can’t say anything that’ll cover how much i miss you. My heart’s really broken and there’s a void in me that can never be filled. Time keeps passing and all i think of is how long you’ve been gone. I know they say it’ll get easier, but it never will. I know that for a fact.. but i’m going to keep on living.. for you. Because i know that you wouldn’t want us to be sad, you’d want us to be happy because finally, you are. It’s about time but i really wish it didn’t have to happen this way. No one should ever have to feel the horrible pain of losing someone close. I want you back.. can you just come back please? I promise to be the best little sister ever and to always be with you to the best of my ability. I love you so much!!!!!!!! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY.. watch over us and keep us safe. Til we meet again my sister…

R.I.P. ♥ You’ll never be forgotten…

October 28, 1993- June 2, 2010.